Friday, 2 October 2009

2 October

I can not stop crying... Anything will set me off! I feel heartbroken, overwhelmed, deliriously happy and extremely scared!!!
I woke up at 4:30 am today for a quick trip to the toilet. Being naive, I thought I was gonna be able to go back to sleep. Instead I stayed in bed, cuddling an awake Frazer that was asking if that's was me already! Eventually I got off the bed and started walking around the house, shedding tiny tears of happiness and feeling ridiculously silly for being crying for no reason!
I then started checking facebook, and that gave me another excuse to cry some more... Thank you all for your kind words and the good vibe I've received trough your messages!
To top things up, my sweet granny phoned in at 7:57 am (that's roughly 2:00 am in Venezuela) Bless her! She wanted to check on us and wish me the best and also to give my first kiss to the little one on her behalf (at this moment I think I'll spend the whole day giving her kisses on behalf of people plus my own ones!!!)
While Eva was moving earlier on, I had this sudden thought (and I know now is for real) that I'm going to miss my bump!!! I'll miss her moving around, wiggling her toes, stretching her arms and sticking her head out! I'm going to miss being uncomfortable in bed, rubbing cream on my pregnant belly... I'm gonna miss it a lot...Anyway, I should love you and leave you!!! I'm almost off to be a mum (after my little tenant gets evicted!!!!)
I'll leave you with a couple of pictures that, amongst some other things, shows you that never mind how good you could have looked throughout pregnancy, on the day of the delivery your face swell and you look like a pig :)
Still feeling good, tho ;)
PS: Thank you Google for letting me know that my little one will share birthday with M. Gandhi!!! HOW COOL IS THAT!!!

Love you all!!!



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