Just a Few Hours Away...

As I was going to the toilet, I thought I better write down how I'm feeling today, just a few hours away for holding my baby... I can't deny I've got a lump in my throat and on more that one occasion, I'd shed a tear or two and I'm still crying... I'm excited, anxious, happy and hyper, but at the same time I'm calmed and relaxed... I'm scared and hopeful... I'm terrified of today as this is the last day of my life as I've known it! Is that not a reason enough to be afraid?
Tomorrow will be the beginning of a wonderful stage of our life... I don't know how it's going to be like and, although I'm looking forward to it, being conscious that this is it: we are no longer Frazer and Verónica, but a family, makes me a bit frightened...
It's funny, thought... All this years dreaming with this moment, thinking, reading, preparing about it... And when the time comes, I have no idea as of what to expect, how to react or what to do!!!
I'm scared and happy, relaxed and nervous, crying and laughing... Loving my husband with a different love: a stronger love... Loving my dogs and my family... But above everything, loving the fact that this will be the last time I write on this blog carrying my bump as a mum-to-be...
See you next time, as soon as Eva let me write something!!!
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